| The one person in my life is dieing slowly infront of my eyes and its slowly tearing away at me to see my mother go through so much and to know that for the rest of her life it will be like this unitl the end and theres nothing i can do besides being strong for her. I figure i need to get shit off mychest and figure since no one checks these anymore its the perfect place especially cause i dont care for sympothy all to much, for others to feel sorry for me i just dont care for it which is why i suppose its a difficult matter to talk about with others and many just dont even know theres even a situation. it would be nice to find that someone i could share all these troubling things with i miss having that
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| Im done with xanga it serves no purpose anymore addios muchachos
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| note to self must i mean must see paradise now
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| so far my spring break consists of me going ot bed around 4-5 am then
sleepin till 2-3pm then being lazy watching movies and hangin out with
friends. Damn i really reallly need to start reading art history and
doing some studio work
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| Hmm woke up yesterday ( thursday that is ) around 10am and havent been
to sleep since and its 2pm friday, Im thinking im gonna see how long i
can last, maybe i dunno we shall see
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